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I lost myself 
deep inside 
there´s so much terror 
behind my eyes 
 
something went wrong with me 
far back in time 
I cannot hide the pain  
that eats my mind 
 
vomit 
my life 
I give 
in to the pain 
 
my love 
is gone 
my will  
to live is drained 
 
I suffer from the pictures 
pictures that I saw 
in the dreams beyond the unseen 
I stood in awe 
 
falling down  
into the black 
despair 
time will tell 
 
oh will my sins  
be once forgiven 
saved 
from the fires of hell 
 
talking to myself 
I try to believe in my words 
but I know that I lie 
 
so I shake in fear of judgement day 
I´ve got a problem to tell  
I´ve got a bill to pay 
 
cry for my fate  
result of lies 
product of hate 
can´t wait to die 
 
Await the awful nameless 
a person I well know 
praying to noones god 
how will I go 
 
The knowledge 
what´s there  
to await me 
the unnamable  
chaos crawls 
to devour my soul 
 
cry for my fate  
result of lies 
product of hate 
can´t wait to die 
 
await the fearsome madness 
a feeling I well know for long 
in time the pain grows stronger 
my life gone wrong 
 
trying to erase the memories 
tattooed into my soul 
drained of all hope for salvation 
now I must heed the call 
 
falling down  
into the black 
despair 
time will tell 
 
oh will my sins  
be once forgiven 
saved 
from the fires of hell 
 
talking to myself 
I try to believe in my words 
but I know that I lie 
 
so I shake in fear of judgement day 
I´ve got a problem to tell  
I´ve got a bill to pay 
 
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something went wrong with me 
far back in time 
I cannot hide the pain  
that eats my mind 
 
vomit 
my life 
I give 
in to the pain 
 
my love 
is gone 
my will  
to live is drained 
 
I suffer from the pictures 
pictures that I saw 
in the dreams beyond the unseen 
I stood in awe 
 
falling down  
into the black 
despair 
time will tell 
 
oh will my sins  
be once forgiven 
saved 
from the fires of hell 
 
talking to myself 
I try to believe in my words 
but I know that I lie 
 
so I shake in fear of judgement day 
I´ve got a problem to tell  
I´ve got a bill to pay
 
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